((New layout, rather hawt. xDD))

<The woman's chest heaved suddenly as she exhaled into a somewhat heavy sigh. Her eyelids closed over the sparkling green optics as she slumped back into her chair. Her lips formed small whispers as she muttered to herself, her fingernails tapping gently against the chocolate brown leather that covered the arm of her chair. She opened her eyes slowly, taking in her surroundings alittle before she began.>

I must actually say, being in hiding for so long is not fun. I've been confind to the darkness for too long and I supose it is time to bring myself forth again. Although, the scene I watch appears to be dying. More and more people are leaving, to parts probably unkown. The collective is no longer together but drifting apart from eachother. No one seems to care anymore and it's sad. No one is prepared to do things traditionally anymore, everyone would rather fight. It's pathetic and irritating. I don't know why I even came back..

<The lady's eyes softened alittle, her mouth was not so tense as she relaxed herself alittle more into the comforting dip of the chair.>

I may go back into solitude again and wait for Him to return. 3 months is a long time to sit around these parts, with nothing worth getting involved in because everything is dead and forgotten..

<Her head lowered gently as her eyelids came to close down once more, sighing lightly, she fell back into darkness.>

-Elise LeonHart.

Myself and Aenima and now offically engaged to be wed. Yesterday was a very dramatic day for himself and his brother. And violence very nearly broke out because of me. Which I despise. After a missunderstanding between the two, misscommunication and such, things are once again running smoothly and I have been accepted as Aenima's wife. As for Crimson, I feel bad, as she married into the Zhen family with him, but there was no emotional body between them, only for family matters. She is still a member of the family, only not as a wife. It is all well, i suposed, although I wish that things could run more smoothly in other areas.

Lance is trying to exterminate the Zhen family, which, is not good, considering the fact that he and I are friends and he's trying to kill my husband and brothers. Mmm. I can't do anything about this, of course, being stupid and weak. Not to mention slow in the art of fighting. I can only sit and watch, which is torture in my eyes. I wish the situation to be dissolved and forgotten about, but unfortunately, i doubt very much that it will go that way. I cannot say much about the situation as I know very little about it. I am familar with a lot right now, being gone for so long. I hope to be informed and accepted back as an RPer. I think I have a welcome ticket back, as always. Which is good.

It is typical of me to come and go nowadays, real life drama is a priority at this point it time. I have so much to do , i have to think about my future and what-not. Mehhh.

But apart from that, everything is well. For now.

I just want a moment of peace for us.

Elise-Zhenechka

So, I've decided that I'm gonig to use this as my RP site. To write my RP life in.

www.xanga.com/crossoutmyEYES__x - this is for my real life. My issues out side of the game. =]

Excellant.

If you need me, contact me on either site.

-Nymphetaminex

Konstantine.

I can't imagine all the people that you know
and the places that you go
when the lights are turned down low
and I don't understand all the things you've seen
but i'm slipping inbetween
you and your big dreams
it's always you
in my big dreams

and you tell me that it's over
wake up lying in a patch of four leaf clovers
and your restless, and i'm naked
you've gotta get out
you can't stand to see me shaking
no
could you let me go?
I didn't think so

and you don't wanna be here in the future
so you say the present's just a pleasent interruption to the past
and you don't wanna look much closer
cuz your afraid to find out all this hope
you had sent into the sky by now had crashed
and it did
because of me

and then you bring me home
afraid to find out that you're alone
and i'm sleeping in your living room
but we don't have much room to live

I had these dreams that i learned to play guitar
maybe cross the country
become a rock star
and there was hope in me that i could take you there
but dammit you're so young
well i don't think i care
and if i hurt you
then i'm sorry
please don't think that this was easy

then you bring me home
cuz we both know what it's like to be alone
and i'm dreaming in your living room
but we don't have much room to live

and konstantine is walking down the stairs
doesn't she look good
standing in her underwear
and i was thinking
what i was thinking
we've been drinking and it doesn't get me anywhere

my Konstantine came walking down the stairs
and all that i could do is touch her long blonde hair
and i've been thinking
it hurts me thinking that these nights
when we were drinking no they never got us anywhere
no

this is because i can spell konfusion with a k
and i like it
it's to dying in another's arms and why I had to try it
it's to jimmy eat world and those nights in my car
when the first star you see may not be a star
I'm not your star
isn't that what you said
what you thought this song meant

and if this is what it takes
just to lie in my mistakes
and live with what i did to you
and all the hell I put you through
I always catch the clock
it's 11:11
and now you want to talk
it's not hard to dream
you'll always be my konstantine

konstantine, they'll never hurt you like i do
no they'll never hurt you like i do
no, no, no no no no no no

this is to a girl who got into my head
with all the pretty things she did
hey
you know
you keep me up in bed
this is to a girl who got into my head
with all the fucked up things i did
hey
maybe
baby
you could keep me up in bed
my Konstantine
spin around me like a dream we played out on this movie screen
and i said
did you know i missed you? [x7]
oh god i miss you

and then you bring me home
and we'll go to sleep, but this time, not alone, no no
and you'll kiss me in your living room
i know
you'll miss me in your living room
cuz these nights i think maybe that i'll miss you in my living room
we don't have much room
i said does anybody need that room?
because we all need a little more room
to live

My Konstantine..